*Ketenangan hati*
Harini aku agak tenang dr smlm. Konflik diri yg aku hadapi smlm telah dpt aku tenangkn. I dun noe how exactly i calm myself. When i wake up from bed this morning, i just feel so calm. Dun now how i did that. Maybe bcz of too much crying.. huhu.. hmmm..
Aku tatau ape sbenarnye yg aku pikirkn. Nak kata byk xde la sgt. Actually the situation is very simple but i'm d one who make that complicated. Too much thinking until at last i dun noe what exactly that i'm think of. adess.. Kenangan yg silam menghantui diri.. Masa sekarang still berjalan.. Lupa sekejap yg diri ini adalah diri masa sekarang. Bkn masa silam.. Bak kata micheal learns to rock.. U TOOK MY HERT AWAY.. Away dr masa kini n kembali ke masa silam.(aku tatau pe yg aku merapek. aku just tulis ape yg aku rase nk tulih. hoho).
Pada masa lampau, aku bersama dier. Hidup ku penuh dgn suka duka bersamanya. So many things we did together. 2years... Bg aku 2thn sgt lama. Tu la relationship aku yg paling lama. huhu. (brape je relationship aku yg ade. 2 je pung. adess). But i'm d one who end up the relationship. Why?? Bcz of certain reason.. I think it better for us to be frens rather than couple. I have my own reason.. huhu. I go on wif my life n he go on wif his life.
Rite now, i'm wif sumone else. Sumone that lurve me so much(i think). Sumone that care bout me n always make me happy. I really happy wif him. Really happy.. But sumtimes, when the old memories came across in mind, i forget bout him. I dun noe why.. Maybe our relationship still new n i'm not fully give my heart to him. adess.. Sorry syg cz i did that to u. Really sorry. But rite now, after what had happened, i realize that i must forget the past. Forget bout the old memories. Forget all bout 'him'. Dier adalah masa silamku n rite now, i have my syg. I have to give full my heart to him. I have to create new memory so that i can forget bout my old memories. I have to.. hmmmmm..
So skang.. forget the past. be the new me wif a lot a lurve that should be created for my syg. JUST for him.. ONLY for him. Everything is for him.. Tiada lg hidup bersama kenangan lama. Buang jejauh.. Hiduplah dengan ape yg ada ditangan skang ni. Hargai semuanya sebaik mungkin. Apa yg terjadi ade hikmah disebaliknya.. Terima dengan seadanya....
To my syg.. sorry 4 wut have i done. I didnt mean to do this to u. I just confused wif myself. After this, i will not do that again. Eva.. Sorry syg~
To my old memories FAIZ(mi........ at last.. i can write his name..) gudluck wif ur Formula SAE. Gudluck wif ur new 'world'(da keje n dpt gaji nnt banjer ar.. huhu). Sorry 4 everything...
GOOD BYE OLD MEMORIES N WELCOME NEW MEMORIES!!!
Aku tatau ape sbenarnye yg aku pikirkn. Nak kata byk xde la sgt. Actually the situation is very simple but i'm d one who make that complicated. Too much thinking until at last i dun noe what exactly that i'm think of. adess.. Kenangan yg silam menghantui diri.. Masa sekarang still berjalan.. Lupa sekejap yg diri ini adalah diri masa sekarang. Bkn masa silam.. Bak kata micheal learns to rock.. U TOOK MY HERT AWAY.. Away dr masa kini n kembali ke masa silam.(aku tatau pe yg aku merapek. aku just tulis ape yg aku rase nk tulih. hoho).
Pada masa lampau, aku bersama dier. Hidup ku penuh dgn suka duka bersamanya. So many things we did together. 2years... Bg aku 2thn sgt lama. Tu la relationship aku yg paling lama. huhu. (brape je relationship aku yg ade. 2 je pung. adess). But i'm d one who end up the relationship. Why?? Bcz of certain reason.. I think it better for us to be frens rather than couple. I have my own reason.. huhu. I go on wif my life n he go on wif his life.
Rite now, i'm wif sumone else. Sumone that lurve me so much(i think). Sumone that care bout me n always make me happy. I really happy wif him. Really happy.. But sumtimes, when the old memories came across in mind, i forget bout him. I dun noe why.. Maybe our relationship still new n i'm not fully give my heart to him. adess.. Sorry syg cz i did that to u. Really sorry. But rite now, after what had happened, i realize that i must forget the past. Forget bout the old memories. Forget all bout 'him'. Dier adalah masa silamku n rite now, i have my syg. I have to give full my heart to him. I have to create new memory so that i can forget bout my old memories. I have to.. hmmmmm..
So skang.. forget the past. be the new me wif a lot a lurve that should be created for my syg. JUST for him.. ONLY for him. Everything is for him.. Tiada lg hidup bersama kenangan lama. Buang jejauh.. Hiduplah dengan ape yg ada ditangan skang ni. Hargai semuanya sebaik mungkin. Apa yg terjadi ade hikmah disebaliknya.. Terima dengan seadanya....
To my syg.. sorry 4 wut have i done. I didnt mean to do this to u. I just confused wif myself. After this, i will not do that again. Eva.. Sorry syg~
To my old memories FAIZ(mi........ at last.. i can write his name..) gudluck wif ur Formula SAE. Gudluck wif ur new 'world'(da keje n dpt gaji nnt banjer ar.. huhu). Sorry 4 everything...
GOOD BYE OLD MEMORIES N WELCOME NEW MEMORIES!!!
posted by nuriena @ 6:27 AM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home