Hari yg tenang di akhiri dgn gangguan mental.. hoho
Hari yg tenang bg aku arini. Hari ahad.. Together wif my belurved family. Gotong royong bersihkn brg2 yg x pki. huhu. Dah lame x rase cmni. Stay at home wif family n talk n share about old memories. Hepi rasenye hati. Slalunye, hari2 biase rumah ni akn kosong. Senyap sunyi sbb sumer org keje. Tggl aku, penganggur kehormat, yg berada dirumah n lakukan perkara2 yg aku rasakn berfaedah. huwaaa... Ketenangan arini suddenly diganggu. Diganggu dgn pemikiran yg x menentu~
Seharian berada dirumah, mcm2 yg aku pk. Slalunya aku mls nk pk everything dat i have to think about. Dat why i rather to hang myself out than think about all those things. Dunno why.. Terase sesak kot pale otak ni if pk sumer tu. ahahaa.. Ape yg aku pk? hmmm.... Macam2 yg aku pk. Benda yg x sepatutnye aku pk pn aku pk gk.. Maybe aku ni mmg jenis gitu kot. Ntah laaaa..
Too many things dat i have to think. I have to think about myself, my future, my life, my family, my frenz n everything. Everything dat i think i'm involve in it. Rite now i have to think about my future. What should i do? Da jd penganggur ni, kene pk keje. Kalo x keje cmne nk dpt duit. Keje.. Nk keje ape? Ape keje yg aku ley buat? eh salah.. Ape keje yg aku nk buat? Yg aku rase seronok n capable.. Tu pn ssh nk pk. Kalo nk senang, xyh keje.. Dok umah jd suri rumah. Senang.. Mmg senang tp bende len lak kene pk. My future husband... I already have one. Calon je la br. Lom kawen g. huuhu.. Tp igt kawen ni senang ke? Nk jd suri rumah pn payah tau. Nk kene pk ley ke aku idup ngn si dia? Mampu ke dier nk sara aku? Da cukup ke ape yg perlu bg seorang suri rumah dan isteri? Nk kawen, da cukup ke duit nk kawen ni.. adoi.. Penat lak pk ni.. But we have to think about it. Sooner or later. Aku pn tatau btulke calon aku ni will be my husband or not. Kalo x jd, len plak kene pk. huwaa.. Payah2..
Si dia.. Byk yg aku tatau psl dier. Even aku dh kenal dier 2 taun, tp byk lg yg aku tatau psl dier. Yg aku tau dier seorang yg pendiam. Bkn seorang yg pemarah. N aku tatau cmne dier marah. huuhu. Selame aku bersama dier, ssh nk tgk dier marah. Slame setaun relationship kitorg, penah skali aku tgk dier marah. Bkn marah la ekceli. It more to jeles situation. huuhu. Tp mmg patut pn dier jeles. My fault anyway. Sorry syg.. Ape je lg yg aku tau psl dier? hmmm.. Ntah la. Adeh.. I hope dat he will be d last person in my life. Kire hepi ending wif him la.. Tp tatau la kn. Kite merancang n x tentu apa yg dirancang tu menjadi.. But i'm not sure dat is he's d correct guy for me or not. Is he's d guy i want or not.. hmmm.. Ape pn, aku redha. Redha ngn ape yg bakal berlaku. If he's d one, then i accept dat. If not, i cannot do anything. I dun want to put more hope in him or in our relationship cz i dun want to get hurt anymore. Its really2 hurt n i dun want to feel it again. Never Again!!
Another important persons in my life dat i always think about.. '2A'. 2 different person wif the same character. Almost the same.. Besfren merangkap big bro in my life. D 1st 'A'.. Kenal dier mase skola n still contact till now. So protective.. Dier byk bg aku nasehat n reminds me dat life is not easy. We should not give up in wut we're doing. Bg aku point n jln yg x penah terlintas dlm pale otak aku ni. Dier xla baek sgt. Nobody's perfect rite. Tp dier xnk aku buat mende jht yg dier buat. Dier xnk aku face problem aku sorg2. He's alway there for me if anything. X penah lg aku rase dier abaikn aku. Eventhough he's buzy wif work, commitment wif family, gurlfren n frenz.. huuhu.. I really appreciate it. Slame 5 taun lebey ni, byk mende yg aku x nmpk yg dier sacrifice tuk aku. Aku je yg sumtimes ignore n forget bout him. For u babe, sorry if wut i've done hurt ur feeling. N thanx 4 everything.
D 2nd 'A'.. Kenal dier mase aku fes sem in UTP. Tp time tu x rapat. Start rapat ngn dier mase lepas prektikel. Final sem in UTP. Rapat yg terlalu rapat. Maybe org len akn ckp aku ni terlalu cpt percaya kt org. X smp staun rapat tp da anggap dier tu important person in life. huuhu. Tp bg aku, kite xley depends on lame ke x kite kenal dier. Tp ape jasa2 dier pada kite tu yg penting. Selame aku ngn dier, dier byk ubah aku. Ubah care aku bepk, ubah perangai teruk aku.. Maybe dier x prasan tp bg aku dier byk tlg aku secara x sengaja. He's a gud fren n bro. Dier byk nasehatkn aku how to be a gud gurl, fren, besfren, n gurlfren. I like d way he talk to me, d way he think of something n d way he act. Matured, protective, talkative (huhu)... n tabah. Dier sgt tabah.. Sgt.. I hope dat i can be like him. huuhu.. Dier kate aku nih degil n baran. ahaha.. So byk ar nasehat yg dier bg kt aku so dat aku ley kurangkn baran n degil aku nih. Byk gk perangai buruk aku ni yg dier tego. huuhu.. Thanx 2 u babe. Really appreciate wut u've done for me. Sorry if i did anything wrong. N about dat 'berok'.. sory kalo u x ske dgr i called dat name. ahahaa.. I noe... Mmg org degil pn.. hoho.. sory~ Rite now dier da ade princess br. B4 dis aku la princess dier. Sanggup melayan kerenah gile aku, teman aku window shopping. huhu.. Tp skang dier da ade commitment len. I wish u all d best in ur new relationship. Jgn jd penakut.. Kate buaye.. ahahhaa.. I feel happy for u babe.
To my syg. Sorry if i didnt tell u bout this. Tatau nk start cmne. I hope dat syg x salah phm. keh.. U're also important person in my life. But in different case. huuhu.. U now wut i mean rite. Aku rase tu je kot mende yg aku pk tuk arini.. Tuk sok aku tatau ape lg yg aku pk. ahahaha.. Kite tggu next blog keh.. So, 4 d conclusion, i wanna say thanx to all these people. Thanx very2 much. Thanx n sorry 4 everything.. I really appreciate it. Lurve u all so much.. mmuahcxx
Seharian berada dirumah, mcm2 yg aku pk. Slalunya aku mls nk pk everything dat i have to think about. Dat why i rather to hang myself out than think about all those things. Dunno why.. Terase sesak kot pale otak ni if pk sumer tu. ahahaa.. Ape yg aku pk? hmmm.... Macam2 yg aku pk. Benda yg x sepatutnye aku pk pn aku pk gk.. Maybe aku ni mmg jenis gitu kot. Ntah laaaa..
Too many things dat i have to think. I have to think about myself, my future, my life, my family, my frenz n everything. Everything dat i think i'm involve in it. Rite now i have to think about my future. What should i do? Da jd penganggur ni, kene pk keje. Kalo x keje cmne nk dpt duit. Keje.. Nk keje ape? Ape keje yg aku ley buat? eh salah.. Ape keje yg aku nk buat? Yg aku rase seronok n capable.. Tu pn ssh nk pk. Kalo nk senang, xyh keje.. Dok umah jd suri rumah. Senang.. Mmg senang tp bende len lak kene pk. My future husband... I already have one. Calon je la br. Lom kawen g. huuhu.. Tp igt kawen ni senang ke? Nk jd suri rumah pn payah tau. Nk kene pk ley ke aku idup ngn si dia? Mampu ke dier nk sara aku? Da cukup ke ape yg perlu bg seorang suri rumah dan isteri? Nk kawen, da cukup ke duit nk kawen ni.. adoi.. Penat lak pk ni.. But we have to think about it. Sooner or later. Aku pn tatau btulke calon aku ni will be my husband or not. Kalo x jd, len plak kene pk. huwaa.. Payah2..
Si dia.. Byk yg aku tatau psl dier. Even aku dh kenal dier 2 taun, tp byk lg yg aku tatau psl dier. Yg aku tau dier seorang yg pendiam. Bkn seorang yg pemarah. N aku tatau cmne dier marah. huuhu. Selame aku bersama dier, ssh nk tgk dier marah. Slame setaun relationship kitorg, penah skali aku tgk dier marah. Bkn marah la ekceli. It more to jeles situation. huuhu. Tp mmg patut pn dier jeles. My fault anyway. Sorry syg.. Ape je lg yg aku tau psl dier? hmmm.. Ntah la. Adeh.. I hope dat he will be d last person in my life. Kire hepi ending wif him la.. Tp tatau la kn. Kite merancang n x tentu apa yg dirancang tu menjadi.. But i'm not sure dat is he's d correct guy for me or not. Is he's d guy i want or not.. hmmm.. Ape pn, aku redha. Redha ngn ape yg bakal berlaku. If he's d one, then i accept dat. If not, i cannot do anything. I dun want to put more hope in him or in our relationship cz i dun want to get hurt anymore. Its really2 hurt n i dun want to feel it again. Never Again!!
Another important persons in my life dat i always think about.. '2A'. 2 different person wif the same character. Almost the same.. Besfren merangkap big bro in my life. D 1st 'A'.. Kenal dier mase skola n still contact till now. So protective.. Dier byk bg aku nasehat n reminds me dat life is not easy. We should not give up in wut we're doing. Bg aku point n jln yg x penah terlintas dlm pale otak aku ni. Dier xla baek sgt. Nobody's perfect rite. Tp dier xnk aku buat mende jht yg dier buat. Dier xnk aku face problem aku sorg2. He's alway there for me if anything. X penah lg aku rase dier abaikn aku. Eventhough he's buzy wif work, commitment wif family, gurlfren n frenz.. huuhu.. I really appreciate it. Slame 5 taun lebey ni, byk mende yg aku x nmpk yg dier sacrifice tuk aku. Aku je yg sumtimes ignore n forget bout him. For u babe, sorry if wut i've done hurt ur feeling. N thanx 4 everything.
D 2nd 'A'.. Kenal dier mase aku fes sem in UTP. Tp time tu x rapat. Start rapat ngn dier mase lepas prektikel. Final sem in UTP. Rapat yg terlalu rapat. Maybe org len akn ckp aku ni terlalu cpt percaya kt org. X smp staun rapat tp da anggap dier tu important person in life. huuhu. Tp bg aku, kite xley depends on lame ke x kite kenal dier. Tp ape jasa2 dier pada kite tu yg penting. Selame aku ngn dier, dier byk ubah aku. Ubah care aku bepk, ubah perangai teruk aku.. Maybe dier x prasan tp bg aku dier byk tlg aku secara x sengaja. He's a gud fren n bro. Dier byk nasehatkn aku how to be a gud gurl, fren, besfren, n gurlfren. I like d way he talk to me, d way he think of something n d way he act. Matured, protective, talkative (huhu)... n tabah. Dier sgt tabah.. Sgt.. I hope dat i can be like him. huuhu.. Dier kate aku nih degil n baran. ahaha.. So byk ar nasehat yg dier bg kt aku so dat aku ley kurangkn baran n degil aku nih. Byk gk perangai buruk aku ni yg dier tego. huuhu.. Thanx 2 u babe. Really appreciate wut u've done for me. Sorry if i did anything wrong. N about dat 'berok'.. sory kalo u x ske dgr i called dat name. ahahaa.. I noe... Mmg org degil pn.. hoho.. sory~ Rite now dier da ade princess br. B4 dis aku la princess dier. Sanggup melayan kerenah gile aku, teman aku window shopping. huhu.. Tp skang dier da ade commitment len. I wish u all d best in ur new relationship. Jgn jd penakut.. Kate buaye.. ahahhaa.. I feel happy for u babe.
To my syg. Sorry if i didnt tell u bout this. Tatau nk start cmne. I hope dat syg x salah phm. keh.. U're also important person in my life. But in different case. huuhu.. U now wut i mean rite. Aku rase tu je kot mende yg aku pk tuk arini.. Tuk sok aku tatau ape lg yg aku pk. ahahaha.. Kite tggu next blog keh.. So, 4 d conclusion, i wanna say thanx to all these people. Thanx very2 much. Thanx n sorry 4 everything.. I really appreciate it. Lurve u all so much.. mmuahcxx
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