*Fav song 4 dis week*

Pastikan
by Siti Nurhaliza


Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana
Tersenyum Melihat Tingkah Kita
Selalu Ada Peristiwa
Yang Membawa Pertengkaran

Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik
Untuk Kita Berdua Dalam Bercinta
Baiknya Aku Buruknya Aku
Terimalah Aku Apa Adanya

(Chorus)
Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku
Jangan Ada Cinta Lain
Tak Pernah Aku Terlintas
Niat Ku Untuk Berpaling

Maafkanlah Aku Sayang
Bila Belum Kau Bahagia
Sejauh Langit Di Atas
Kan Ku Kejar Bahagiamu

Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh
Biar Jasad Kita Tertimbun Di Sana
Tetap Bersama, Tak Ingin Lepas
Mencintaimu Ku Jadi Begini

**To my dearest switheart.. i will make sure that u're wif me n i will not search for other love cz i already have ur lurve. I'm sorry if u're not happy. I'll try my best for ur happiness.. :)

*Ketenangan hati*

Harini aku agak tenang dr smlm. Konflik diri yg aku hadapi smlm telah dpt aku tenangkn. I dun noe how exactly i calm myself. When i wake up from bed this morning, i just feel so calm. Dun now how i did that. Maybe bcz of too much crying.. huhu.. hmmm..

Aku tatau ape sbenarnye yg aku pikirkn. Nak kata byk xde la sgt. Actually the situation is very simple but i'm d one who make that complicated. Too much thinking until at last i dun noe what exactly that i'm think of. adess.. Kenangan yg silam menghantui diri.. Masa sekarang still berjalan.. Lupa sekejap yg diri ini adalah diri masa sekarang. Bkn masa silam.. Bak kata micheal learns to rock.. U TOOK MY HERT AWAY.. Away dr masa kini n kembali ke masa silam.(aku tatau pe yg aku merapek. aku just tulis ape yg aku rase nk tulih. hoho).

Pada masa lampau, aku bersama dier. Hidup ku penuh dgn suka duka bersamanya. So many things we did together. 2years... Bg aku 2thn sgt lama. Tu la relationship aku yg paling lama. huhu. (brape je relationship aku yg ade. 2 je pung. adess). But i'm d one who end up the relationship. Why?? Bcz of certain reason.. I think it better for us to be frens rather than couple. I have my own reason.. huhu. I go on wif my life n he go on wif his life.

Rite now, i'm wif sumone else. Sumone that lurve me so much(i think). Sumone that care bout me n always make me happy. I really happy wif him. Really happy.. But sumtimes, when the old memories came across in mind, i forget bout him. I dun noe why.. Maybe our relationship still new n i'm not fully give my heart to him. adess.. Sorry syg cz i did that to u. Really sorry. But rite now, after what had happened, i realize that i must forget the past. Forget bout the old memories. Forget all bout 'him'. Dier adalah masa silamku n rite now, i have my syg. I have to give full my heart to him. I have to create new memory so that i can forget bout my old memories. I have to.. hmmmmm..

So skang.. forget the past. be the new me wif a lot a lurve that should be created for my syg. JUST for him.. ONLY for him. Everything is for him.. Tiada lg hidup bersama kenangan lama. Buang jejauh.. Hiduplah dengan ape yg ada ditangan skang ni. Hargai semuanya sebaik mungkin. Apa yg terjadi ade hikmah disebaliknya.. Terima dengan seadanya....

To my syg.. sorry 4 wut have i done. I didnt mean to do this to u. I just confused wif myself. After this, i will not do that again. Eva.. Sorry syg~

To my old memories FAIZ(mi........ at last.. i can write his name..) gudluck wif ur Formula SAE. Gudluck wif ur new 'world'(da keje n dpt gaji nnt banjer ar.. huhu). Sorry 4 everything...

GOOD BYE OLD MEMORIES N WELCOME NEW MEMORIES!!!

*Konflik Diri 2*

Aku tatau brape byk akunye konflik diri. Tp arini... konflik diri aku sgt teruk. demmit.. Aku tatau ape yg aku pikirkn. Byk mende pk smp tatau ape yg patut aku pk dlu. Serabut... Yg pasti.. Arini adalah ari nangeh sedunia bg aku. Aku tatau asal dr pg smp da pg alik aku asek nangeh jer. Air mata da byk sgt kot. N maybe aku da lame x nangeh. adess.. Sakit pale nangeh byk2 ni. Da ar mate sepet. Lg betambah2 sepet ar. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... I really hate this demm situation.

Aku tatau nk tulih ape da... Just wanna say sory to u.... to u... n to u... hmmmmm.. My mistake n conflict that effect ur feeling n situation.. I didn't mean to do that to u.. Sory again... adesss

*Dinner raya syntech*

5 November 2006. Sunday. MPH UTP. All the memories wif 'my family' are there. Happy together. Kenangan terindah bersama ITISJAN03. Proud to be part of them. Very happening and enjoyable.

Mlm tu sumer org heppi termasuk aku. Sesungguhnya aku heppi sbb dpt raya ngn 'family' aku n also wif my new shoe. :P Yeay.. wif my beautiful white shoe. Lawa beb.. ahaha..

Kitorg mmg havoc mlm tu. Batch yg paling gile antara yg gile. ahahaha.. Da ar batch paling senior tp prangai mengalahkn junior2 yg ade. ishk2.. Ape laa nk jadi budak2 zaman skang ni. huhu.. Da ar kitorg dtg lmbt. Smp2 dak2 ITISJan03 da duduk menunggu.

Aku duduk bersama rumetku, n aimi, dikeliling oleh jejaka2 encem n machew iaitu kujekk, abu, bob, kamal, zulbo, zam9 dan enol. Sesungguhnya aku sgt gembira bergelak ketawa bersama kekanda2 ku yg disygi. Mengutuk bersama, mkn bersama, minum bersama, bergambar bersama n sumernye bersama2. ahahha. Bes gilok ar dok ngn dorg nih. Giler havoc. Slame majlis ni, asek gelak je. Sakit perut sbb gelak. huhu.


Semasa majlis berjln, kitorg xde ar pay attention sgt. Sbb sebok amik gambar. ahaha. Byk gile posing mlm tu. Mcm mlm tu adelah dinner batch kitorg. Padehal dinner syntech. huhu. Ni br dinner syntech. Kalo dinner batch nnt, aku tatau camne havocnye kitorg. adehs. Time mkn, kitorg mkn sakan. Lapa sbb x mkn dr pg. Sumer org simpan perut tuk mlm ni. 20 hinggit tu. So kene ar mkn sebyk mungkin. Tp aku x mkn byk pn. Sbb mknan dier x menarik minat aku. Ade lemang, nasi putih, sambal sotong, rendang, kuih2, ape tah lg. Aku just rase nasi cket ngn lemang. Mknan len buaya2 kt meja aku ni ha yg mencekik. Gile lapa dorg ni. ishk3. Sian.. huhu..

Time performance, kitorg x dulik pn dak tgh nyanyi kt stage tu. Sbb x bes. ahaha.. So kitorg abeskn mase ngn begambar. Habes sume dak aku begambo. Gile byk gambo aku.. :P Kuat gk kn aku begambo??(Gile x sedo diri) huhu. Time lucky draw... Seperti biase aku mmg xde lucky. hmmm.. So aku dok diam je la. Tgk org yg ade lucky g nek stage amik adiah. adess.. (Bile la aku nk ade lucky.. Laki pn x dpt lg..ahaha).

Abes majlis tu, kitorg mmg begambo sakan. Habes sume tmpt kitorg begambo. Kt stage, kt meja, kt pintu, kt luar MPH.. Sumer ade. Gile tul dak2 ITISJAN03 ni. Begambo x hingat dunia. Sumer org da alik pn kitorg stil amik2 gambo lg. ishk2. Dasat2. Tp mmg happening. Sgt happening. ITISJAN03 mmg best. X sia2 aku tukar cos. ahahah.. Kalo x, x merase aku aku mende2 happening cm gini. Thanx guyz.. I really luv u all.. Thanx for making my day happy wif ur lawak bodoh n everything. :D ITISJAN03 in my heart 4eVa.. *MmMuahxXz*

Kenangan terindah wif ITISJAN03 at Dinner raya Syntech..